{"id":5254,"date":"2019-01-25T15:15:44","date_gmt":"2019-01-25T23:15:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bloodinyoursaltwater.com\/?p=5254"},"modified":"2019-01-25T15:15:44","modified_gmt":"2019-01-25T23:15:44","slug":"goodbye-until-tomorrow-fort-lauderdale-usa-01-25-2019","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bloodinyoursaltwater.com\/?p=5254","title":{"rendered":"Goodbye Until Tomorrow \u2013 Fort Lauderdale, USA \u2013 [01\/25\/2019]"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"And goodbye until tomorrow<\/em>
\nGoodbye until the next time you call<\/em>
\nAnd I will be waiting<\/em>
\nI will be waiting<\/em>
\nGoodbye until tomorrow<\/em>
\nGoodbye \u2018til I recall how to breathe<\/em>
\nAnd I have been waiting<\/em>
\nI have been waiting for you<\/em><\/p>\n

Goodbyes are terrible\u2026and I am terrible at them.<\/p>\n

You would think after all this time on ships, all this time in a life that constantly cycles me in and out of other peoples lives, that I would be better with the concept of letting those people go for a while. But I\u2019m not. I hate it. I always hate it.<\/p>\n

And when I have to say goodbye to Amras? Even just for a little while? That one hurts. That has always hurt. Now more than ever; the next time I see him won\u2019t be until the lead up to the wedding \u2013 and until then? We\u2019ll be doing all the millions of little things that need doing (seating charts, RSVPs etc) long distance, something we\u2019ve gotten remarkably good at!<\/p>\n

There is a tremendous rip that\u2019s caused when Amras and I separate. We may occasionally drive each other a little bit nuts (name me a couple that doesn’t), but that man and I have been through hell and high water and back again together, and we\u2019re used to having each other around\u2026and when we don\u2019t? It feels\u2026horrible. Leaves a big nasty tear and it always take a while to heal.<\/p>\n

But at least it\u2019s one of the last times. When we see each other again in May? We\u2019ll be going to get our marriage license (yup, got to leave that till that last month! They don\u2019t let you get it very far in advance!)<\/p>\n

Now if I can just remind my heart of all that lovely logical thinking for the next little while.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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