The strangest thing about this job is the travel; there’s huge chunks of my life where I am not really of any world, I’m above it. That takes some getting used to, but this trip – this one is a little more intimidating than anything that has come previous.
I’ve flown internationally many times, but the trick is I’ve almost always been flying home. Usually when I’m flying out I’m flying to the states, or – in a pinch – to Europe. And I always, always have landed during the day. When my flight details came through for my transfer to the new position, it became swiftly apparent that such was not going to be the case this time.
I’m flying to Mumbai, which in and of itself is not a huge problem – I’ve been there before; and while I am not necessarily in comfortable agreement with the culture, and while I will never fit in there, I’m not…too terribly concerned.
That is to say, I’m not terribly concerned when I’m there in the daytime, with a group of people
Instead, I am landing at 2:15am, alone…
Amras says that this is the time when I should channel the kick-ass world traveller he says I always represent myself as, but I wasn’t truly aware I represented myself that way at all – I never go out alone, and I never travel at night. And as much as I’m relatively savvy in how to handle myself in port, and I find foreign cultures facinsating, I also find them intimidating..
Plus I am going to an entirely new job, which I’ve only barely had time to study for because circumstances have been a bit more busy lately than I anticipated…
In short – this is an adventure for me, one that I hope everyone is right about my being up for…
When I left the flagship I thought I had left a lot of things behind, including the Grand Balls. Huge glittering affairs full of fancyfetti, glimmer curtains and what always felt like hours of decorating, although by the time I retired from the flagship the team had it down to a science; we could decorate the showroom in well under an hour. Even in the short time I have been away from the GWV, I had forgotten that I once knew how to do so many things that came with its territory.
There is only one hard part about leaving this job…my books, how can I leave my books? And I don’t mean just the books in the library proper, I mean the actual ones in my library, the one I end up building every contract and somehow never read my way through, the ones on my bookshelves in my cabin that I come home to nearly every night. It’s a long flight to Mumbai, and I don’t know that I can take them with me, at least not all of them; nor do I have time to read them all.
Standing on the edge of tomorrow
e! You can either fight it, or you can rock out to it! ~ Hairspray
hen I didn’t know how to line dance; after five years of line dancing on a fairly regular basis I now find this hard to believe, but I do know it to be true.
I have frequently prided myself on the fact that I do not get sea sick. In all my time on ships I have been seasick only a handful of times, and then it was usually when I was working on the larger ships when my office was located on the upper decks where the motion is always the worst. The two times I’ve blogged about it in the past are really the only two times I remember it being even remotely close to a serious issue.
Just my imagination
Sometimes in this crazy life, when the stress level builds to boiling, all you need is a little bit of what passes for normal. In the middle of brazil, the western concept of ‘normal’ isn’t exactly the easiest thing to find. This is a ramshackle country, the children here are oft times trained to be pick-pockets, you walk with your purse slung commando-style across your chest, you don’t carry a lot of cash etc etc. But none the less, normal you sometimes can find.
Let me begin by telling you this: the amazon is not what you think it is. It is so wide that at times it feels less like you’re sailing on a river and more like you’re transversing a particularly muddy ocean. One where you’re not quite certain you want to know what’s below the surface. The first time I sailed the amazon I was disappointed to see nothing but muddy water stretching seemingly as far as the eye could see.